It's Been Awhile

So, you would think that after nearly four months of not writing a single blog that I would have plenty to talk about.

I don't.

So I guess I will just talk about what's new, since apparently nothing cool has happened prior.

A year ago, I had just moved from Roseburg, Oregon to Sacramento, (you should know that state that's in). Now although I am back in Roseburg again, I still feel like the biggest is yet to come. The biggest what, I don't know. Change I guess. And it's not exactly like I think something bad is going to happen, maybe even the big break for me. Whether it be a good job, a music opportunity, or something else potentiall really sweet. All kinds of doors are opening, and I have no idea how the heck you are supposed to figure out which is the one to follow through on.

Remember the blog about coincidences and license plates and stuff? It was all bogus. I investigated deeper into the situation. It really must have been either a huge random string of occurences, or I was just missing the point entirely.

Having a steady girlfriend in my life has really impacted me alot. The mere fact that I've found a girl willing to have a committed relationship with me is one thing, considering it's been almost 3 years since the last one.

When you are in a relationship with someone you really see a future with, it's like every major decision becomes even more significant, seeing as it is potentially affecting more than just yourself. Or is it just that you are suddenly more motivated and only want to make the most reasonable decisions based on that alone?

This is boring, so I think I'm done for now. I leave you with this...

If my parents had done "the special hug that people who love each other very much do" just days prior, or even after, would I be any different?

Something I've been wondering about. I dunno.

Later